Under the weather...were else would i be space?

So I'm happy the other day I went to the hospital by myself and did fine, I only had to look up 3 words! Of course it was the wrong kind so i have to go tomorrow...but i am feeling confident about it. So lately we have been talking about communication... last we tried to avoid the problems that happen because of the language barrier but would cause problems with communicating such as jokes...i don't understand Japanese ones that well.... :( we also talked about gestures and the like. Um i would like to talk more about the language barrier though, most communication is done in idioms, metaphor and the like, i am interested in hearing about Japanese idioms and expressions, as everyone has studied the other language i think this would be a good opportunity, because idioms and such can cause confusion, an example of an English one would be: "im feeling under the weather"..., or "so hungry i could eat a horse"... also i would like to discuss funeral practices in japan, I haven't heard much about them, besides it being a traditional Buddhist ceremony...i don't really know what goes on...if we could discuss this in the future that would be sweet.

Women...

So this week, we discussed gender issues in seminar III...which i love. For some reason, this area of soical sience really intrigues me. I cant believe what i saw on the video we watched...it was just baffaling. As an american I think that here in america, even though we have racist, sexist, and homophobis....that we generally treat everyone the same. There are a few things such as gays and women in the military, and gay marital rights that arnt so equal...but all of those things are changing in america at a fairly steady state. I think that gay people will hve full rights as straight people in the next 3 or 4 years. I would like to go and check out more on the treatment of women in America and how much it has changed since the 90's video...thats so recent...its just appalling. I do have a good interest in this issue, but i think it is time we move on...I think that this is a really good issue and we probly could talk about it alittle more, but i honestly dont want to spend all my time on this issue. i think that i learned alot last week from the Japanes girls I talked to and personal observations about gender roles in Japan...and how the are inforced and how even a slight change is frowned apoun...read an interesting artical about how the vegie boys are destroying japan's economy and not helping the birthrate...

So I think what i personally would like to talk about next in seminar is weight issues in japan. So im not skinny, not fat...used to be alittle chubby...but lost a few pounds. Most people in america would say im at a good weight...but japan not so much, everyone here is so skinny its intense...i feel like wow im really out of place(the fact that i dont look like anyone, besides) while in america i had heard about metobo...or people that were over a certain messurment not getting certain health benefits or something like that....cant realy remember...i do remember about how the person who wrote the artical was baffled by how small the measurement that made someone metobo was so low. I also want to talk about eating disorders...i have talked...very little...to people about anerexia, and would like to know more about it and how it affects japanese people, do they talk about it? it seems like alot of my friends are always going on interesting diets...so i would like to talk about weight issues in japan...plz

Japanese front...so i spent a entire weekend with only japanese people...brain explostion time...this made me kinda sad...cause well i still suck really really bad. i maybe only understood about half of it...what is wrong with me...i did feel better a little bit this week when i went and hung out with the same people, and understood about 90% but it was alot easier conversation i think...i really need to study more...i wasted today and didnt do anything...so now i feel like crap...its ok just one day...but im trying to get into the habit of studying effectively and more then once or twice a week....so skipping a day is not a good thing...doesnt help me....ugh i think i shall write more in japanese...but im worried i wont beable to find people that will help correct my written work...hmmm...

Well have a good week yall!

I want to watch tv..but...DO NOT WANT TO WATCH IT!!!.....HELP!!!

So as for Semniar III class trip...
I really don't know where I would like to travel to. Both placeses seem interesting to me, I would like to go and see the ocean but the dam issuse also seems really intriging. I will have to put more thought into this...also I should try and remember the name of the places we might travel too...this would feel less vauge that way.

Talking about the herbivore guys was interesting, next week I have to give a presitaion about gender issues, I think I will disscuss this. I find it, kinda annoying when people try and dictact other's actions or lifestyle and try and define them with terms that dont nessary fit. Like how in the english article about the herbivores calling them girly...as if they were somehow less manly because they like to shop. I think people have thier interests and thats that.

So the real reason im writing this blog..hehe...thought i would never arrive to this point did ya...
So I am of course learning japanese, but i suck really bad...my friend told me that he doesnt understand me at all...which really makes me sad cause i have been working so hard on learning it and trying to speak it. when looking up ways to learn japanese...or a language in general i read that it is really good to watch tv or read books stuff like that...two problems...i cant read kanji and even though i am studying it...i cant really just pick up any book and read it. my second problem is...i stopped watching tv 3 or 4 years ago.
I dont like anime...it seems so childish to me...like hardcore. I would like to watch dramas...but i dont know what channel to look for them on and i just havnt looked on-line for any...im not interet suavy like some people... I dont understand the comedy shows though either...to much is going on and it all seems so crazy...I honestly would like to have some english subtiles so that i could use the shows to learn new vocab...without being to confused...i dont want the last few months of me being in japan to be wasted...i really do want to learn as much japanese as possible...someone Plz help!!!